“it knows not pride or vanity”

Times have changed. What seemed comfortable to feel about someone is no longer acceptable. I have grown, and I feel awful that every entry into this blog seems to be about me and how I feel.

I really, truly feel like a grown up. Despite mentally feeling 17 in the head I have to accept that i’m approaching 30.

It hurts to face my mistakes and realise that there is no-one to blame for them but me… but still they don’t feel like my mistakes.

I’m just a victim of circumstance, surely?!

Decisions i’ve made weren’t really mine were they?! I had to do things spur of the moment. I’m just sorry.

Truly sorry… to those i’ve hurt along the way.

Happy Birthday. x

~ by Andrew Fallon on June 25, 2008.