“Can I hide there too? Hide in the hair of him…”
I just want to hide for a while. No real reason. Just want to kind of opt-out of the race for a while. Just sleep for a bit… disappear for a short time. Delete.
Feeling a bit out of sorts. I literally have a week left of University. Essays are all drying up, and there will be nothing for me to study for a while. Feels great. But what about everything else?
Relationship wise there is nothing on the horizon. I tend to be a man repellant at the moment… well in terms of anything more than friendship anyway. I’m sure there’s one person in particular who’s reading this and laughing to himself in that smug, arrogant way that only he can laugh. Twat.
Maybe it’s just not the right time for me. Maybe i’m just not relationship material for people. I’m not a huge clubber, or dancer, or party animal. I go out but would rather go with friends to somewhere we can eat and chat for the majority.
Maybe i’m not interesting enough. I’m reasonably intelligent, but maybe I just don’t talk about the right things with people to hold their interest for long. Maybe my looks aren’t good… perhap i’m an acquired taste, but no-one’s stuck with it long enough to develop it.
Maybe i’m too sarcastic and too opinionated. Maybe i’m too nasty. Maybe i’m too nice.
Maybe i’m just not good enough.
maybe you are being too harsh on yourself. hide. sleep. rest. been a while, hi there.
Gaizabonts… hello again stranger!! How are you?! Thanks for the comment. I intend to follow it through!
doing well, dear friend, take it easy!