“what am I to do with all this fire?”
Why am I so strong minded? It’s really starting to annoy me now. There’s not a specific event i’m thinking of really, but I get a little seed of something in my head, or an idea I want to pursue, or a problem that I want to fix and like a dog with a bone I cannot let go of it until i’m either exhausted or i’ve caused a load of trouble for myself or caused a load of trouble for people around me. Why can’t I learn to let things go? For my own health and sanity, and for the sake of wasted energies pursuing petty pointless problems. (I love alliteration!)
Downloaded quite a few self-hypnosis audio books yesterday to see if they can help with relaxation and the insomnia I suffer from. Also want to try and calm myself down so I am able to focus on Uni work for more than half an hour at a time, especially for next year when the results count for a lot more.
Hopefully going to a party on a boat/ship tomorrow night here in Liverpool. There’s a travelling theatre ship that i’ve seen moored up in the Albert Dock near here, and i’ve always wondered what it was for… tomorrow i’ll find out. Only me, Robbie and Paul are going out of the group of us, but it should be a really good night. Chance to meet new people and mingle a bit.
Have a good weekend. x
oh man i’m the same, which is why i keep away from sudoku puzzles. if i see one there goes my entire afternoon. when i have my mind set on something it’s like i suddenly develop tunnel-vision.
Gav