"I never agreed to be your holy one"
Feeling very very very depressed today. Got a shit load of Uni work to do for this week… back to work tomorrow which I’m absolutely dreading… got a presentation on Friday which I’m also dreading…
Really finding it hard to shake off today. Just feel like sleeping for a few weeks and waking up when I feel better.
I work so well under stress, yet the toll it takes on me, mentally, is crippling at times. I need to organise my time better. I need to stop thinking of events as such big things to look forward to as when they’ve gone I don’t enjoy the aftermath.
I’m sure i’ll feel better on Friday when the work is done and the presentation is finished. I just can’t enjoy anything at the moment. *sigh*
assignments suck, and so too do deadlines so i know exactly what you’re feeling.
i find that this kinda helps me: taking a pause to think about where i’m going in the overall picture. i guess for you this would mean thinking back to when you wanted to get into uni wondering if you’ll be doing these assignments. and then realising that you actually are doing them here and now.
if that doesn’t help then… well.. it’s not the first time i’ve blabbed.
Gav
Gav – Just after I thought i’d messed it all up for the other people in my group for being nervous presenting something to the class… my tutor flashed her mark sheet by accident and there was definitely an “A” written next to my name… Was very pleased!!
aww dude that’s awesome!
congrats.
Gav